ADHD on the daily

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I haven't been able to manage my time all day. It's just been relying on others or alarms for the most basic of things.

I can't focus on anything, I want to break down and just sleep for awhile.

I cooked dinner and lunch and breakfast. Didn't eat a single meal. Just a handful of olives and a couple taste tests of rice while cooking. 

That was my day. 

At work tonight, slogged through classes. Slogged. Struggled.

The little free time I had. Started 7 pieces, wrote on 5, and finished this little one.

That's what I could handle. 

I didn't get near enough done that I "should". It made it harder on people. 

I'm sick of it. I know they are too. 

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